Somedays are worse than others, today I read that my husband "could be persuaded to share a room" with a female friend of his. Reading this just makes me sick, how did I get here? Last year at this time I was stupidly ignorant of my husbands desire to be unmarried. he hasn't said that but "losing" his ring and this latest revelation makes me wonder why I stay, I know I'll look back on this time later in my life and think why didn't I pay attention to the signs they were all there slapping me in the face. I'm so stupid, I hate myself for being so weak